Babies scare the balls out of me.

After a weekend away from the significant other, we had a rendezvous one evening. While I was gone, we had a conversation about how she needed to get more birth control. Knowing that we were meeting up after a weekend, I figured she had not gotten any. In my mind, I was comfortable waiting to perform sexual acts until the birth control was back in full force. As the night progressed, one thing led to another. I stopped before clothes started to come off to ask if she had obtained any birth control. She replied," What do you think I did all weekend, of course I got some." With that said, off to awesome land we went. The next day, I received a call in the afternoon from her saying she had seen a mutual friend at Wal-Mart. Knowing that this person worked at the pharmacy, I asked,"What were you doing at the pharmacy?" She replied," Getting what I told you I already got." Now there is a month of waiting.(Guest blogger, please following the link to learn more about my guest)

How would this make you feel? As bad as I want children I could never do this to a man. WTF?

Maybe I'm really the crazy one

Maybe I'm crazy listening to some internal clock inside me saying that you have to have kids now before you can't, even though, I still have like 20 years of child bearing ahead of me. Listening to my brother and his finance(both are 21 yrs old)well mainly his finance,talk about how they aren't using birth control leaving it up to fate if they have a child. Then my sister is trying to have another child as well, so maybe once women reach a certain age they start freaking out thinking that they have to have kids now? Maybe I just feel left out because I know it is going to be a long while before I can have kids. Maybe that is why I feel I need to have kids now? Who knows maybe I'm just the crazy one.

On ramps or road blocks?

Is your man giving you road blocks or just off ramps. Example: you might be receiving road blocks if -your on again off again(break up around all major holidays or anniversary's) keeps telling you someday -if after dating for a very long period of time you still don't live together(and have not met his parents) Signs you might be taking off ramps -buying a place together(not engaged)- making a major move to a new city(not engaged)- You can talk about having children and marriage(but says his not ready right now).
So again the question is are you receiving road blocks or off ramps????